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Sadly, it didn't turn out that way. Kappa rose significantly from then until the end of November, leaving me to think that the allogeneic transplant had failed. I was fully expecting a disastrous rise with the next measurement. But imagine my surprise and relief when last week there was another steep decline in the cancer!
I have the notion, probably demented, that a significant reduction in kappa would mean that the remaining cells, being much fewer in number, would produce fewer new plasma cells per time period, which in turn would mean that my new immune system would kill them off more easily (that is, at a higher rate).
Suppose, for the sake of illustration, the kappa line was flat, neither going up (malignant cells increasing in number) nor doing down (fewer). Then the number of malignant cells being killed off by the new immune system would then equal the number of enduring cells plus the new ones they are able to produce (assuming that the immune system can destroy enduring and new plasma cells equally). As the total number of malignant cells falls, fewer new cells are made. Therefore we might be seeing the beginning of a crash in the cancer, hopefully to zero. Like the turning of the tide of a grand battle, the imbalance in the number of fighters on the soon-to-be-winning side disproportionately increases the their effectiveness. The winning side becomes overwhelming.
Of course, a dramatic, self-sustaining crash could be more a desired outcome than a likely one. Just look at the lambda value! In the last twelve years, lambda has varied from zero to normal, never above. Until now. What does that mean? Am I now fighting two versions of the same disease? Or is this just a meaningless oscillation from an immature immune system? Do you know what I hate most about medicine? The waiting and the watching. To understand my chart, we'll just have to be patient, not a skill at which I excel.
The Christmas tree comes down today. I must admit that I shall miss it, not only because it is beautiful, but because it delights the children, who, as a result, delight me. (I hope to add a picture of the tree to this post soon.) How lucky I am, at my age and condition, not only to have found a wonderful wife, but also, in my dotage, to be presented with another opportunity to do the parenting thing well! Actually, I feel more avuncular than fatherly, but the children range from eleven to fifteen, the right ages for the combination of strong mother and avuncular father. I'm trying, and failing, to avoid spoiling them rotten.
As usual your post is a pleasure to read. You are truly blessed and we hope for your continued good health. To get to non detect cancer cells! is the order of the day. We await the posting:) Lynne and Ralph
ReplyDeleteDitto on the above post, with a side note to go ahead and spoil the kids rotten. :) They'll love you for it and you can fully take advantage of the many joys they bring to your life.
ReplyDeleteBest of luck to you, Ruf. Take care and remember Anar (Russ) and I are your friends as well. /hug
Isil (Cathy)
You WILL finally make it fully out of this horrible jungle. I KNOW, as I've been praying for you daily for nearly a decade.
ReplyDeleteMarty
You have always told us myeloma warriors to pay attention to trends and not sweat the bumps in numbers. Your body is adjusting to the allo. Mine did the same thing with my tandem auto scts in 8/2003 & 12/2003. Finally, in mid-2004 my myeloma became "non-distinct" in the words of the lab reports. It has stayed that way since. A long trend of complete remission for 6 years and holding.
ReplyDeleteHang in there as Boogie Barb says.
Eric
Palm Desert, Ca
I continue intending that the myeloma is disappearing from all your cells for the highest and best good of all concerned. And that all your health issues are gradually resolving so that you can enjoy all that your new life offers!
ReplyDeleteSuch wonderful news, Lon. Sounds like 2011 is going to be a great year for you and yours. Be careful how much you spoil those kids though. It's not like grandkids where you can send them back home. ;o)
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